I know you love me, but sometimes I just forget. Sometimes I’ll take every little moment, every little word or lack of, and make it into something it’s not. I wish I could just not care sometimes, but I guess that’s just not me.
I just have to remember not to make the same mistakes this time
So I have this problem…
I fall for people who don’t fall back.
I care too much for people who don’t care at all.
I open up and make myself vulnerable to the completely wrong people, and I don’t know how to stop.
I just don’t know what to do. One minute you’re unbelievably perfect, and then the next minute you are what everyone says you are.
Either way, I can’t get you out of my head.
So, I think I’m not good enough for you. And you think you’re not good enough for me.
So are we both not good enough, or are we perfect for each other.
And no I don’t want to go out with you so you can find me other guys, I just want you!!!
Seriously, if I need fucking help, I’m on my own. But if anyone else needs help, I have to drop everything. So over this double standard bullshit. And the worst thing is there is no one to talk to. I’m all alone and there’s nothing I can do. I just have to sit back, work extra hours and not get any thank you. Instead just take the criticism and doubt. Seriously over it. Need a holiday!
I meet these guys and they’re awesome and good looking and funny and easy to talk to.
But they’re not you. I think you’ve ruined me for every other guy. I can’t meet someone without immediately comparing them to you.
And there’s no comparison.
Lets just hope I don’t fuck it up this time